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“ 戀愛永遠都是一陣颶風!! ”  by漢柯克


不要問我漢柯克是誰......
以下開始不知所云的生賀XD

 
  


我該先對這位說“謝謝”。
謝謝他是這樣一個值得我深深深深陷入的人。

IDOL這條路，這些人都是抱持著迥異的想法在往前走的，
那些說著、憧憬著的夢想的具體是什麼呢?
練習生的夢想是十年汗水換得一朝出道，
新人的夢想是把握每一個舞台目標是CHART的一位，
一位達成次數多了那麼就是完成一場單獨演唱會，
然後呢? COMEBACK-TOUR-GOODBYE無限循環。
藝人說到底，也是一種職業。
夢想總是閃耀在躍躍欲試的試用期。
制式的模式一旦開始RUN，久了就會開始計較自己的得到與失去。

“I’ve never had interest in anything outside of music and I still don’t. I’ve always done what I wanted and in being able to enjoy that, that’s happiness.”

音樂是他唯一的興趣。
他所有做的都是自己想做並樂於做的，而那就是他的快樂。

不太講求吃喝，不太關心時尚，不太著重交際，是一個典型的固守自我世界的類型，instagram就是他的世界的縮影。
欸沒FOLLOW他就不會知道instagram這一塊...

一直覺得因為他的世界一直以來都太安靜而他也習慣那樣的安靜，
所以才會靈魂才會習慣性的往少有人去的方面深入。
在那裡他完全可以繼續他所有堅持的東西，只是會有點寂寞因為只有自己。
音樂是唯一的聯繫，聯繫他與現實世界，並且還是他缺陷一半的語言。
欸以上是否有些矯情?XD
因為隊長是個5歲才會開口說話被家裡以為此生是啞巴的孩子說他語障是沒誇張的XD

我沒有時間去了解他indise時的歌，但B.A.P的每一首歌他都參與了lyrics，
可以直言那一部份的想法幾乎都寫在歌詞裡了。
咆哮的RAP是對這個世界和社會的不滿，但整體強調的是絕對不會妥協的意志。

我們當然需要小情歌，但有警醒力量的歌總是另外有感觸。
如果沒有關心就不會有這麼多不滿，他是認真期待著世界有所改變的。

音樂可以賦予想法，但那跟出一張嘴的效果沒有兩樣。
比起關心那些實體音源的數字，他埋頭寫歌之外的興趣就是教育歌迷(噗)和做公益。
教導BABYS們要有禮貌要守秩序要互相幫忙...
真的誰沒事在管這個的我說...妹妹們比較喜歡聽sweet的好嗎。
但他真的這方面很不會全世界都知道。
所幸他本人甘於老派視人氣為浮雲。(笑)
但也因為他總是這樣其他兔子也跟著這樣所以BABY是出名乖巧聽話的FANDOM電視台都歡迎。

然後也是近期才被發現克里斯馬的外皮下遮掩著龐大黑洞這個事實所以開始被綜藝節目剝殼這樣。
(各種不忍心XD

 欸其實本人超可愛的啊......T^T

他放那張來自尼泊爾的信，只是想炫耀一下那個女孩寫了"給爸爸"。
如果這件事沒有傳開可能他的興趣是救濟貧童這件事不會被公開。

然後就想到Thanks to裡的Mim和Denis。

[One Shot] Thanks to:
I’d like to give my thanks to everyone who cherished B.A.P dearly.
Kim Taesong CEO, who spares no cost on everything for us, Won Geunyeon vice president, and Lee Jungin head, I’m always thankful.
Chungrim hyung, Jaeho team leader hyung, Youngshil, Han Kwanghee team leader, LE noona, Hyungjun hyung, Lee Junghoon head, Eunjung noona, the fanmarketing team family, and Kwanghee hyung, Ikgu hyung, Sukgu hyung, Jungho hyung, and Sunghoon hyung who are always with us for 24 hours.
Even if I wasn’t able to write them all down, I would like to bow my head down and thank the other TS family members who work hard for us and the company that works day and night.
My TS Family who always greets me cheerfully even if I’m quiet and don’t talk much. I hope we can always be together. Our really kind Jieunnie, brave Zinger, reliable Hyosung noona, Hanstar who works really hard, and Sungwon hyung, Kyungwook hyung whom I really miss. Let’s work hard in 2013 as well. TS Music who always thinks up new sources in the basement day and night, Yang Kwangho head, Jiwon hyung, Kibum hyung, Marco hyung, Dawoon hyung, Soosuk hyung, Inmoo hyung, let’s make crazy music together this year as well. I respect our music family. And our staff members, London Pride, and Jenny House members who make us look cool. Thank you for always going through trouble to make me, who doesn’t really have an interest in looks, look like a celebrity. This year, I’ll learn about it (fashion) more, and I’ll smile more often. I’m not a bad person.
My grandfather who turns into a star in the night sky and becomes my inspiration, my grandmother who holds onto Tigger and is always worried about me, my mom, noona, and Yongnam who cheer me on. As the youngest who always likes being alone and is quiet, you probably worry a lot about me, but I’m always doing my best. No news is good news, so even though I’m not able to contact you often, don’t worry, and just watch over the youngest growing up. My heart’s path is to be an angel that shares love.
Mim, Denis, although our bodies are far apart, I’m always receiving a clear influence from you guys. Dad’s going to make sure that he goes to see you. I promise.
Also, I would like to show my sign of respect towards the international organizations that work hard for the children all over the world that need help.
Ma heroes che, lupe fiasco, frank ocean, pablo picasso, frida khalo, man ray, martin luther king Jr. I admire them both a great deal. respect.
Also, our Babys who are always with B.A.P. I’m always cheerful and happy that we’re together. I will work hard to become a B.A.P that’s always cool and sets a good example. Thank you.

這個Thanks to其實已經完全註解這個人。
對他有意義的，一直都是這些。(喔加一下AIR JORDAN←

他最愛的爺爺。他的英雄Che。他鍾愛的Artist們。認養的孩子和FANS。

音樂之外，他不吝惜對兒童付出關愛，
世界上所有的小孩在他眼裡都是天使般的存在。
更新來更新去不是畫作就是小孩。

完全不加思索自然而然直接用手幫弟弟揩鼻涕那舉動真的是深深驚奇到我了...

Do what you like and love what you do

言行如一，不求回報。真誠無私。

在B.A.P裡這個隊長是強勢而無所畏懼，但慢慢認識他，
會發現他對這個生態並不像表現出來的那麼有自信。
改走主流是一個豪賭，尤其他並不是一個柔軟性好到哪裡都可以如魚得水應付自如的人。

“We don’t expect your cheers, just your anticipation— because we are confident in turning your anticipation into cheers.”

接下這個團體擔任Leader，責任就不只是寫個歌拿mic表演，要面對很多跟音樂無關的商業策略，  
所以我到現在都還是很疑惑為什麼這個已經有舞台的人會做這個決定。
是不是有可能，他覺得這也是一種經歷生命的方式?
成為IDOL可以某種程度上不放棄音樂然後也能夠接觸多一點的人。  
人生總不能只認識自己的規則只知道一種軌道，親身體會現實的世態才能認識什麼才是珍貴。
[ 欸亂猜的反正我猜不透他喇... ]


 (F:UP Twitter)

오늘 하루 내가 특별한 사람이란걸 알게해줘서 다들 고마워요
책임감과 감사함 모두 느낍니다 감사합니다 하하
(Thank you to everyone for allowing me to realize today that I’m a special person.
I feel both responsibility and thankfulness. Thank you haha.)

有愛有差，第一句我就有點被刺到哈哈。
不知道為什麼總是給我一種很孤單的感覺啊隊長...

I really hope you realize you're a such special person has a beautiful heart and soul.
I have never imagined I would say I learn much from an idol one day but as a idol you're really a huge inspiration.
Just follow yourself and keep the way you are.


 

My dear Bang leader, wish you had a memorable birthday!!





所以又中了一支籤王是吧。
真的希望這是老子最後一支籤王不要再來誰了......很累欸。



 



拎杯要瞎了心臟還快爆掉。台灣可以也辦一下簽名會嗎...(淚)